feels like i'm walking in the rain
trying to wash away the pain
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Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 5:21 PM
Quote of the day.
They turned around and stabbed me in the back. I continued down the road with an open wound. I met this girl her name was S. She was my best friend. As I walked down the road, I met this guy his name was N. And he was a joke. I continued down that fated route with my 2 new friends. I met another guy his name was H. And he made my day with just a poke. A year had past. So fast. Time has come and gone. I met another girl her name was Z. She was nice and I thought she'd be just like S, N & H; To help heal the wounds that I have made. I also met J, who was a little immature, but none the less fun. Then came A, oh man he was a jest. He made my day just by telling a joke. As time went by, I found myself falling hopelessly in love with H. But I knew it was wrong, for he was taken. But I can't help it. Soon after he broke up, I found myself confessing to him. We got together soon after. But now. Things have gone wrong. Not between us, but the people around us. Just as my opened wound was healing, someone stabbed it again. No doubt it was Z. She opened my healing wounds. It hurt. It hurt more than it ever did. For she stabbed my opened wound, and made it bleed so much more. Someone asked me if I will ever forgive those who hurt me. And I told him: "Forgiving someone who hurt you that much is difficult. But not impossible. To me, there's no point in holding on to the pain. Why remind yourself of the hurt and pity yourself and stop yourself in life? When you can do so much more with that time. Life's short so enjoy it while you can. I maybe be talking to you now, but who knows? Tomorrow I might be on my way to heaven. So don't hold on. Let it go. You'll be so much happier than you are now. (:

This is a summary of my life for the past months. Well now, just a gentle reminder. If you don't like me, or disagree with what I've said. Close your windows or hang your computer. I don't care. Move on, hating me for life ain't gonna help.


26. September. 2008