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Piano and Nine Cellos - Joe Hisashi



Summer - Joe Hisashi



Shoot the Violinist - Joe Hisashi



Oriental Wind - Joe Hisashi



Merry Go Round of Life - Joe Hisashi



The sitting sitting by the piano,
Ezann

25. April. 2009 The whole world is right... But me.

It does feel that way from time to time. When people blame you for whatever mistakes that happened. From my mother it's the same, from the people in school it's the same. Everything wrong that happened, they blame it on me. Because Ezann is here therefore, This & This happened. Compliments. I have no idea what they are. Cause my life doesn't revolve around them...

If they had seen me this way, would they still condemn me? Or would they stop and say that I'm a cry baby? I'll always be bad luck. Treated as someone whom can be stepped all over. Treated as a verbal punching bag. I only changed when I stepped into this school, when I start to realise that it won't help if you fight back, cause they've got more people than you. All you can do is to just sit there and get abused by them. Once they've had thier fun, they'll walk away as if nothing has ever happened, and all you can ever do is to sit there in your lonely little corner and cry. It was the fall that hurts, it was the fall that killed me, it was the fall that changed me. With nothing to cusion me, I fell and got hurt. My heart was broken, not by a guy but by a group of people I used to call friends... Now I live in doubt, I live in fear, I became more fragile than ever before...

True I've only lived 15 years, true that I am still young. But not true that I don't understand much of the world, not true that I only know 15 years of life on earth... Cause I believe I know much more than a 30 year old. They say I only know so much. They say I've only seen so much, but what they don't know is that I've seen and know more than they did when they were 15... What they don't know is that I've been through more than what they did when they were 15... What they don't know is that I've been hurt 100 more times than what they would have been when they were 15...

They just don't understand.

The girl standing by the stairs,
Ezann.

21. April. 2009 Hello.

It's 9+ months into my relationship with Hian Lee. We're happy and still as loving. Sometimes I wonder myself, how did I get pass these 9 months without breaking up and patching again and again and again? I wonder myself, how did Hian Lee fall in love with a person like me and is still able to say: "Screw those who don't believe in us, cause it's us that matters". I wonder how, I wonder how. Our story is starting to sound like a fairytale. . .

Write about a handmade gift you've received or given.

A jar of stars for my 9th anniversary. I made it for my boyfriend. I had no idea what to give him so I decided to make paper stars, for as they say make a wish upon a star and it'd come true, since I can't aquire real stars I thought I'd just make paper stars for him, so that he'd be able to make a wish and hopefully they'd come true for him.

I had a weird dream yesterday night, I dreamt that I was in a glass making shop and was with a group of friends and my boyfriend, I was picking a couple necklace made of a thin sheet of glass, it was pink in colour and I loved it, I picked it up and showed it to my boyfriend. He laughed and said: "See lah this girl, So expensive, I have to pay for whatever she picks." And then I saw his face, it wasn't Hian Lee... I freaked out, even though he is better looking than Hian Lee, cause I would love no one else but Hian Lee. I love Him, I love him so much. I just can't even bear to entertain the thought of losing him. I don't want him to be my dog, I don't want him to be anything but my boyfriend. I only wished for him to by loyal and would love me. Nothing else in this world can replace Hian Lee. Nothing.




Built to Last - Melee



I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

The girl by the taxi stand,
Ezann

18. April. 2009 Some how I just couldn't get to bed. Been rolling in bed for an hour now and I just had to type this out...

Sometimes, when one is bestowed with great power one tend to let himself slip into this state of bewilderment. Where he believes he has all the power in the world to do great things, it is exactly at this point in time where people turn corrupt and selfish. I know of several people who are like that, where they allowed power to go up to their heads. But none more so than A. A used to be a nice person, (s)he used to think before (s)he acted, thought about consequences before acting... But (s)he changed ever since (s)he came into power. (S)he became less and less concern about what other people thought and how other people felt. The best part was, (s)he used to be my best friend. We fell out because of certain issues, I shall not mention. (S)he change all because of Power and (s)he never knew it. People are afraid to speak up to him/her, to mention change for the better all because we're afraid of losing our CCA. Now, we're deciding on a new leader, and he just happened to be my boyfriend. . . Perfectly capable. Perfectly tuned for a leader position in that CCA, but what I'm afraid of is that he'll end up just like him/her. . . Corrupted, cold and emotionless. I like the Hian Lee I know now. The Hian Lee I love now. The Hian Lee that is fair and impartial. The Hian Lee that only had eyes for me. The Hian Lee who's heart had only room for me. The Hian Lee that kept telling me: "Ezann, screw what the world thinks. It's us that matters." I love my Hian Lee, the way he is. So nobody change him, nobody touch him, nobody take him away from me... Nobody... Nobody.
To: Hian Lee.

Be Wise. Be Fair. Be Truth. Be Just. Be Impartial. Be the Same. Forever & Always.

Love,
Ezann



The Scales of Justice (above)

I just returned from archery, tiring cause I just changed my limbs to 34 pounds... Hian Lee was there.

I took a train back, and as I passed Red Hill I could see Hian Lee's place in the distance... But as the train started to move, it slowly disappears into the horizons, it was at that point of time when I felt at lost, when the fear of losing Hian Lee was at it's strongest. I was so afraid that someday, just like his house, he'll slowly disappear... It was fear. I've become very tempermental ever since a certain random incident that happened in school. I've not lost my passion for archery, it's just that sometimes... I just let those emotions get to me...

Hold me tight and never let me go.

Life's like a road, it's a road that we're all forced to take. We're the drivers of our own cars. We drive down the raod of life, it's a one way street. There's no turning back. During this long trip from start to end, you'll pick up a few other drivers who will be nice to you and probably will stick with you for rest of your life, these people are called friends. There are some others who will slow down their cars just so they can help you with yours, these people are called good friends. And then there will be this one driver who you'll meet somewhere in your life that will drive along you side by side until the day you end your journey, that is your life long spouse. And then there will be drivers who will not like you, who will hate you for the rest of your journey, who will make you feel horrible and bad, these people are called aquaintance/ enemies.

I've made it to less than 1/3 of my own journey but yet, I've met all those people that I've stated. It's amazing...

The girl by the red bow,
Ezann.

11. April. 2009 It's been a long time hasn't it? Blog's pretty dead. I thought I'd blog today since I've nothing to do. Hian Lee's gone out to meet his new girlfriend, so I'm just here watching the rain...

I've always told people that there's a lot for them to live for, I wish I had things to live for. I wished life wasn't this cruel to me. I wished I wasn't here. My life is filled with deceptions, lies and tears. Good bye. Good Luck. Forever & Always.

No one would remember my name after I'm dead.


Lyrics | Sum 41 lyrics - With Me lyrics

The girl by that target board,
Ezann.

4. April. 2009

Ezann Hellos! The name's Ezann and I was brought into this world on the 25th of March 1994. I'm taken by Hian Lee. :D I can't change a lot of things and I know one of them is the fact that I love Him. My passion is Archery & currently holding a 36 pound bow. I love sweet stuffs as well as anything with fluffy furs. I'll be a loyal friend if you don't betray me. ;) I own a baby blue Donkey named PiR^2, he's the persona of my happiness. He brings out the happiness in me. Cause somehow I can't seem to bring it out through me... So He's here to bring it out for me. Sadness overwhelms most of me... My happiness lives though Donkey.


Thomas Sabo Eternity Charm

New Coach Wallet

Lots of Hugs

2010 F1 Tickets

Bring Interact one step forward this year

Samoyed Doggie

Get more sleep!

Do well for IGCSEs

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Hey!!! Just wanted to share with you guys, these really awesome music pieces by Joe Hisashi. :D

Piano and Nine Cellos - Joe Hisashi



Summer - Joe Hisashi



Shoot the Violinist - Joe Hisashi



Oriental Wind - Joe Hisashi



Merry Go Round of Life - Joe Hisashi



The sitting sitting by the piano,
Ezann

25. April. 2009 The whole world is right... But me.

It does feel that way from time to time. When people blame you for whatever mistakes that happened. From my mother it's the same, from the people in school it's the same. Everything wrong that happened, they blame it on me. Because Ezann is here therefore, This & This happened. Compliments. I have no idea what they are. Cause my life doesn't revolve around them...

If they had seen me this way, would they still condemn me? Or would they stop and say that I'm a cry baby? I'll always be bad luck. Treated as someone whom can be stepped all over. Treated as a verbal punching bag. I only changed when I stepped into this school, when I start to realise that it won't help if you fight back, cause they've got more people than you. All you can do is to just sit there and get abused by them. Once they've had thier fun, they'll walk away as if nothing has ever happened, and all you can ever do is to sit there in your lonely little corner and cry. It was the fall that hurts, it was the fall that killed me, it was the fall that changed me. With nothing to cusion me, I fell and got hurt. My heart was broken, not by a guy but by a group of people I used to call friends... Now I live in doubt, I live in fear, I became more fragile than ever before...

True I've only lived 15 years, true that I am still young. But not true that I don't understand much of the world, not true that I only know 15 years of life on earth... Cause I believe I know much more than a 30 year old. They say I only know so much. They say I've only seen so much, but what they don't know is that I've seen and know more than they did when they were 15... What they don't know is that I've been through more than what they did when they were 15... What they don't know is that I've been hurt 100 more times than what they would have been when they were 15...

They just don't understand.

The girl standing by the stairs,
Ezann.

21. April. 2009 Hello.

It's 9+ months into my relationship with Hian Lee. We're happy and still as loving. Sometimes I wonder myself, how did I get pass these 9 months without breaking up and patching again and again and again? I wonder myself, how did Hian Lee fall in love with a person like me and is still able to say: "Screw those who don't believe in us, cause it's us that matters". I wonder how, I wonder how. Our story is starting to sound like a fairytale. . .

Write about a handmade gift you've received or given.

A jar of stars for my 9th anniversary. I made it for my boyfriend. I had no idea what to give him so I decided to make paper stars, for as they say make a wish upon a star and it'd come true, since I can't aquire real stars I thought I'd just make paper stars for him, so that he'd be able to make a wish and hopefully they'd come true for him.

I had a weird dream yesterday night, I dreamt that I was in a glass making shop and was with a group of friends and my boyfriend, I was picking a couple necklace made of a thin sheet of glass, it was pink in colour and I loved it, I picked it up and showed it to my boyfriend. He laughed and said: "See lah this girl, So expensive, I have to pay for whatever she picks." And then I saw his face, it wasn't Hian Lee... I freaked out, even though he is better looking than Hian Lee, cause I would love no one else but Hian Lee. I love Him, I love him so much. I just can't even bear to entertain the thought of losing him. I don't want him to be my dog, I don't want him to be anything but my boyfriend. I only wished for him to by loyal and would love me. Nothing else in this world can replace Hian Lee. Nothing.




Built to Last - Melee



I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

The girl by the taxi stand,
Ezann

18. April. 2009 Some how I just couldn't get to bed. Been rolling in bed for an hour now and I just had to type this out...

Sometimes, when one is bestowed with great power one tend to let himself slip into this state of bewilderment. Where he believes he has all the power in the world to do great things, it is exactly at this point in time where people turn corrupt and selfish. I know of several people who are like that, where they allowed power to go up to their heads. But none more so than A. A used to be a nice person, (s)he used to think before (s)he acted, thought about consequences before acting... But (s)he changed ever since (s)he came into power. (S)he became less and less concern about what other people thought and how other people felt. The best part was, (s)he used to be my best friend. We fell out because of certain issues, I shall not mention. (S)he change all because of Power and (s)he never knew it. People are afraid to speak up to him/her, to mention change for the better all because we're afraid of losing our CCA. Now, we're deciding on a new leader, and he just happened to be my boyfriend. . . Perfectly capable. Perfectly tuned for a leader position in that CCA, but what I'm afraid of is that he'll end up just like him/her. . . Corrupted, cold and emotionless. I like the Hian Lee I know now. The Hian Lee I love now. The Hian Lee that is fair and impartial. The Hian Lee that only had eyes for me. The Hian Lee who's heart had only room for me. The Hian Lee that kept telling me: "Ezann, screw what the world thinks. It's us that matters." I love my Hian Lee, the way he is. So nobody change him, nobody touch him, nobody take him away from me... Nobody... Nobody.
To: Hian Lee.

Be Wise. Be Fair. Be Truth. Be Just. Be Impartial. Be the Same. Forever & Always.

Love,
Ezann



The Scales of Justice (above)

I just returned from archery, tiring cause I just changed my limbs to 34 pounds... Hian Lee was there.

I took a train back, and as I passed Red Hill I could see Hian Lee's place in the distance... But as the train started to move, it slowly disappears into the horizons, it was at that point of time when I felt at lost, when the fear of losing Hian Lee was at it's strongest. I was so afraid that someday, just like his house, he'll slowly disappear... It was fear. I've become very tempermental ever since a certain random incident that happened in school. I've not lost my passion for archery, it's just that sometimes... I just let those emotions get to me...

Hold me tight and never let me go.

Life's like a road, it's a road that we're all forced to take. We're the drivers of our own cars. We drive down the raod of life, it's a one way street. There's no turning back. During this long trip from start to end, you'll pick up a few other drivers who will be nice to you and probably will stick with you for rest of your life, these people are called friends. There are some others who will slow down their cars just so they can help you with yours, these people are called good friends. And then there will be this one driver who you'll meet somewhere in your life that will drive along you side by side until the day you end your journey, that is your life long spouse. And then there will be drivers who will not like you, who will hate you for the rest of your journey, who will make you feel horrible and bad, these people are called aquaintance/ enemies.

I've made it to less than 1/3 of my own journey but yet, I've met all those people that I've stated. It's amazing...

The girl by the red bow,
Ezann.

11. April. 2009 It's been a long time hasn't it? Blog's pretty dead. I thought I'd blog today since I've nothing to do. Hian Lee's gone out to meet his new girlfriend, so I'm just here watching the rain...

I've always told people that there's a lot for them to live for, I wish I had things to live for. I wished life wasn't this cruel to me. I wished I wasn't here. My life is filled with deceptions, lies and tears. Good bye. Good Luck. Forever & Always.

No one would remember my name after I'm dead.


Lyrics | Sum 41 lyrics - With Me lyrics

The girl by that target board,
Ezann.

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