Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 1:51 AM
Hello.
Holding on to what I believe. I'm going to hold on to what I believe and stand for, I love you Hian lee. I love you so much. I'm gonna hold your hand and walk through life with you no matter how tough it's gonna get, I will be by your side. I will hold your hand, I will heal those wounds. I will. I will. Cause, Cause I love you. I don't give a fuck about what people say anymore, I simply can't be bothered anymore, I love you. I love you. I know that. I know what I want and I know that's to be with you. No matter how hard, I wanna be with you. I wanna hold on to you and never let you go. So read this world, like it or not I'm gonna hold on to him, I'll never let him go... Cause I LOVE him. I will stand by him no matter what, so you can continue throwing shit at us, I'll take it all... For as long as he's alive, I'll take it for him. I will hold on, I will love him. So save your energy for someone who cares, cause I know I don't. He's good enough for me, so if you think he's not just... fucking screw off. Love sees through all flaws, that's why I love him... Cause to me, he's flawless. He will always be, flawless. I love you Hian lee.'There's no hidden anything. It's two people just trying to do their best and just pushing each other.' - Leonardo DiCapiro
'I really do, because I know what's there to be had, and anything less than that wouldn't have seemed as special.' - Kate Winslet
The girl by the letter box,
Ezann.
29. June. 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 8:00 PM
A few quotes that I love so much. (:“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”
“Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid...for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.”
“For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.”
“I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” - Jeremiah 29:11
“Be patient and you will finally win, for a soft tongue can break hard bones.” - Proverbs 28:13
“I will deal with them according to their conduct, and by their own standards I will judge them”
“And be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also has forgiven you.”
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and don't lean on your own understanding. In all things acknowledge him, and he shall direct your way.” - Proverbs 3:5, 6
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek; and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you. For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.” - Matthew 7:7-8
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." - Deuteronomy 31:6
"But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. 'Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened.'
Take Courage" - 1 Peter 3:14
"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." - Isaiah 41:10
Well, I'm done here. XD I was just bored.
I miss you Lee.
The girl in the city,
Ezann
16. June. 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 5:32 PM
I got this song stuck in my head all day.Barbie Girl - Aqua
Hi Barbie
Hi Ken!
Do you wanna go for a ride?
Sure Ken!
Jump In...
I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
I'm a blond bimbo girl, in the fantasy world
Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly
You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink,
kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky...
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
(uu-oooh-u)
I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again,
hit the town, fool around, let's go party
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Oh, I'm having so much fun!
Well Barbie, we're just getting started
Oh, I love you Ken!
I miss Hian Lee...
Archery was tiring.
The girl crying by those fountains,
Ezann.
12. May. 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 12:15 AM
Could It Be?
For Hian Lee... I suddenly remembered how we met...Could it Be - Christy Carlson Romano
I know we've been friends forever
But now I think I'm feeling something totally new
And after all this time I opened up my eyes
Now I see you were always with me
[Chorus]
Could it be you & I
Never imagined
Could it be suddenly I'm fallin' for you
Could it be you were right here beside me and I never knew
Could it be that it's true
It's you and it's you
It's kinda funny you were always near
But who would ever thought we'd end up here
And everytime I need you, you've been there for me
Now it's clear I've been waiting for you
[Chorus]
'Cause today is the start of the rest of our lives
I can see it in your eyes
And it's real, and it's true
It's just me and you
Could it be that it's you
[Chorus]
The girl thinking of you,
Ezann
11. June. 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 8:16 PM
Recently fell in love with Faber Drive here are a few of my favorite songs:Obvious - Faber Drive
They're scared of, his make-up
Tattoos and piercings
They say that, it's too bad
He won't amount to anything
They judge, by the way he looks (Woah)
The cover's not quite like the book
He's just, so misunderstood (Woah, woah woah)
'Cause it's so obvious
Theres nothing wrong with us
It's alright, we're alright
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
It's so obvious
So just stop, blaming us because
It's not wrong to beat 'em
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes
She's 18, so sexy
She's never made love
So come friends, that saying
She sleeps with everyone
They judge, by the way she looks (woah)
The cover's not quite like the book
She's been, so misunderstood (woah, woah woah)
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'Cause it's so obvious
Theres nothing wrong with us
It's alright, we're alright
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes your mother made
It's so obvious
So just stop, blaming us because
It's not wrong to beat 'em
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes youa mighta made
They judge, by the way we look (woah)
The cover's not quite like the book
We're just, so misunderstood (woah, woah woah)
It's so obvious
Theres nothing wrong with us
It's alright, we're alright
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
It's so obvious
So just stop, blaming us because
It's not wrong to beat 'em
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
(It's so obvious)
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you mighta made
(It's so obvious)
No we're not about to go and make the same mistakes
When I'm With You - Faber Drive
Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change
'cause I'm coming back
To show you that I'm keeping the promise I made
When I'm with you I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
'cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah
Sleepless Night - Faber Drive
Another sleepless night and,
still staring at the ceiling.
I can hear him fighting,
with her for no good reason.
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If i had my way,
I'd corner him and say...
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love's not enough when you say it.
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you'll regret forever
Another day goes by and,
nothings changed she's still the same.
I can hear her crying,
thinking shes the one to blame.
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If i had my way,
I'd corner him and say...
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love's not enough when you say it.
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you'll regret forever.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you'll never let her go.
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you'll regret forever.
Another sleepless night and,
nothings changed she's still the same.
Another stupid fight and,
someone's gotta say...
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love's not enough when you say it.
Don't you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you'll regret forever.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you'll never let her go.
you'll never let her go.
no, no, no.
Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you'll never let her go.
Second Chance - Faber Drive
I found the phone
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
'cause I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
'cause I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet.
If you could give another second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why I ever waited to say.
'cause I’m just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.
Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.
Here's a really disgusting photo of my arm... I got hit by my bow string so many times, it bled.
The girl sitting by her cupboard,
Ezann
10. June. 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 10:22 AM
Shout out to Kat.
Hello You.Happy Anniversary (:
This post is a shout out to Kat from Singapore! I miss you Kat! :D Hope you're having fun in puerto rico! My favorite Spanish Friend! :D
I love you Hian Lee. I miss you too.
I'm going out for a movie later tonight with LF hahaha! I might go scouting for a something nice for me & Hian Lee.
From today onwards I'm gonna start afresh, start writing my life's novel in on a fresh sheet of paper, remembering all my friends and my darling, all that has happened these past months has seriously dealt a great blow to my emotions and stuff. Let's just put it this way, this incident has really opened my eyes to see who are just acquaintances, friends, good friends and true friends. Those who stood by me to face the terror of you know who and lend me a shoulder & a pair of ears, well... Those are true friends. Those who stood by me but left half way not wanting trouble for themselves, those are good friends. Those who just stood there and watch but yet is willing to listen to what's going on but don't really care, well those are just friends. Those who just left or didn't trust me enough to believe me, those are just acquaintances. As for those who want to help but can't be there for me due to some reasons but yet lend me a shoulder & a pair of ears and actually believes and trust me and of course cares about me, those are still true friends.
Jealousy kills, it makes people do things that they might regret later on in life. I know someday, they'll come round, it's just a matter of when. (: For now, I pray for them.
There was a saying which goes like this:
If God answers your prayer,he's increasing your faith,
If he delays,he's increasing your patience,
If he doesn't answer,he knows you can handle!
So I suppose He knows I can handle what's going on. Haha, He is God indeed.
The girl by her Bible,
Ezann
9. May. 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
Shawn sent me this song:This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
woah-oh-oh
There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me
We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
A rather nice song. I went out with Shawn, Sean & Ervin today. Night at the Museum TWO. (: Haha Nice movie. Had a blast today, I miss Hian Lee. 1 Day more to our Anniversary. (:
The girl by the completed puzzle,
Eann.
8. June. 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 8:09 AM
I miss you so badly.
Hey.- I slept at 3 again H
- Haven't ate anything since Monday
- I'm down with a flu and my throat is killing me
- I miss Hian Lee so bad
- I've already completed 1/4 of the puzzle on a Monday Night, while soaking it in my tears.
- Might complete it before Hian Lee returns
- 14 days more days.
- I've kept crying the whole day yesterday
- Might get SIMS3 later.
- Soaked all the photos in my tears.
- I haven't smiled since Monday.
- I miss Hian Lee.
- Might go out with LinFeng for dinner later tonight.
- I miss Hian Lee.
- I need a hug from Hian Lee.
- I need a kiss from Hian Lee.
- I miss Hian Lee.
- I have no idea why I keep repeating the same points over and over again.
- Going for Archery later if it doesn't rain.
- Will try to complete Puzzle.
- Can't stop staring at the photos.
- Watching TV.
- I miss Hian Lee.
- I love Hian Lee.
- I want Han Lee to come home Now.
- I miss Hian Lee.
- I have no idea what to do without Hian Lee.
- I want a Hug from Hian Lee.
- I don't want Hian Lee to break my heart.
- I will love Hian Lee forever.
- I really do love Hian Lee.
- I miss Hian Lee.
Lee & Zan; A Promise of A Lifetime.
The girl by those photos,
Ezann.
3. June. 2009
