Merry Christmas. (:
It's fast isn't it? Almost 365 days are over and a new year begins. This speed of time scares me sometimes, it feels like there's never enough time to do what we really want to do...
Well. Since it's Christmas, I'm sure everyone's got some sort of present of some sort. But then it hit me, we're here in Singapore having presents that sometimes we don't really need and we end up whining and complaining that the presents this year weren't good... But then think about the people in Africa, India and even somewhere closer to home Indonesia they don't get presents. Some of them never will get one in their life time... That's the saddest thing, Christmas is a season of giving so drop some money into a donation box if you see one, even if it's just 10 cents. It'll go a long way to give someone a Christmas present that they really need, like foods and clothes. (:
10 cents in Singapore is 906,614,756.88 Zimbabwean dollars, 3.35 in Indian Rupee and 680.77 Indonesian Rupiah.
The girl by that donation box,
Ezann.
25. December. 2009
Next week is Christmas and I've bought something for both my coaches, as usual, to thank them for all the time and effort they've put into me even though sometime I do suck. But, unfortunately SOME people prefer to see it as sucking up. Sucking up really never crossed my mind before but what the heck. I don't give a shit about what they think as long as my coaches know that my intentions are genuine and good.
There are so many fond memories that I've shared with them, mostly good and some bad. But, the best one I shared with them was the one where I won at the inter-school archery competition, where I could see the smiles on their faces when I won. I remember what Angie said: "It's not for us, it's for you." That touched me so much, because all these while... I've always wanted to win for them, not me, Them.
In a lot of way they have inspired me to become a better archer and a better person on a whole. Confidence, sincerity and the ability to be humble is what they've taught me and is always continuing teaching me.
So thank you Angie & Gordon you guys really inspire me to be my at my best. (:
"The Greatest Opponent is not anyone but Yourself. Defeat those fears within and you've beaten your greatest opponent." - Coach Angie

The Trophy that rightfully belonged to the hard work of Angie & Gordon.
The girl by the shooting line,
Ezann.
19. December. 2009
I stumbled across this just a few moments ago. Quite like this song. (:
Feels like GOD's talking to me through it.
No More Heros - Westlife
When the waves are crashing down
Pulling you to sorrow
I will sail you back to shore
When there are no more heroes
Over under, near or far
IÂ’ll be right beside you
Standing here with open arms
When there are no more heroes
Chorus:
And through it all
And through it all
When youÂ’re tired and you stumble I will carry you
When starlight falls, my love will guide you home
YouÂ’ll never be alone
When there are no more heroes
It was you who showed me how
Brought me back to glory
Through hopelessness and darkest days
It was breath you gave me
Chorus x 3
When there are no more heroes
The girl waiting for Him,
Ezann.
16. December. 2009
I came across this a few minutes ago and I thought I'd want to share this with you (whoever you are) cause it's true. :D
the #1 reason why God created Eve...
When God finished the creation of Adam, He stepped back, scratched his head, and said, "I can do better than that!"
A WOMAN'S DICTIONARY
Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*q) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store. Hair Dresser (hare dres*er) n. Someone who is able to create a style you will never be able to duplicate again. See "Magician." Hardware Store (hard*war stor) n. Similar to a black hole in space-if he goes in, he isn't coming out anytime soon. Childbirth (child*brth) n. You get to go through 36 hours of contractions; he gets to hold your hand and say "focus,...breath...push..." Lipstick (lip*stik) n. On your lips, coloring to enhance the beauty of your mouth. On his collar, coloring only a tramp would wear...! Park (park) v./n. Before children, a verb meaning, "to go somewhere and neck." After children, a noun meaning a place with a swing set and slide. Patience (pa*shens) n. The most important ingredient for dating, marriage and children. See also "tranquilizers." Waterproof Mascara (wah*tr*pruf mas*kar*ah) n. Comes off if you cry, shower, or swim, but will not come off if you try to remove it. Valentine's Day (val*en*tinez dae) n. A day when you have dreams of a candlelight dinner, diamonds, and romance, but consider yourself lucky to get a card.
HOW DOGS ARE BETTER THAN MEN:
1. Dogs do not have problems expressing affection in public.
2. Dogs miss you when you're gone.
3. Dogs feel guilty when they've done something wrong.
4. Dogs admit when they're jealous.
5. Dogs are very direct about wanting to go out.
6. Dogs do not play games with you-except fetch (and they never
laugh at how you throw.)
7. You can train a dog.
8. Dogs are easy to buy for.
9. The worst social disease you can get from dogs is fleas.
10. Dogs understand what "no" means.
11. Dogs mean it when they kiss you.
SHORT GENDER JOKES
Man says to God: "God, why did you make woman so beautiful?"
God says: "So you would love her."
"But God," the man says, "why did you make her so dumb?"
God says: "So she would love you."
I married Miss Right.
I just didn't know her first name was Always.
Young Son: "Is it true, Dad, I heard that in some parts of Africa
a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?"
Dad: That happens in every country, son.
The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once.
Also, just a thought for all the women out there... And when we have real trouble, it's HISterectomy when men ask "What's wrong?" they mean: What meaningless self-inflicted psychological trauma are you going through now?
MENtal illness
MENstrual cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?
REASONS WHY IT'S GREAT TO BE A WOMAN
1. Free drinks.
2. Free dinners.
3. Free movies.
4. Speeding ticket? What's that?
5. New lipstick gives you a whole new lease on life.
6. If you have to be home in time for Melrose Place, you can say so, out loud.
7. If you're not making enough money you can blame the glass ceiling.
8. You can sleep your way to the top.
9. You can sue the President for sexual harassment.
10. It's possible to live your whole life without ever taking a group shower.
11. No fashion faux pas you make could rival The Speedo.
12. Brad Pitt.
13. No one passes out when you take off your shoes.
14. Excitement is only as far away as the nearest beauty-supply store.
15. If you forget to shave, no one has to know.
16. If you're dumb, some people will find it cute.
17. You have the ability to dress yourself.
18. If you marry someone twenty years younger, you're aware that you look like an idiot.
19. You'll never have to punch a hole through anything with your fist.
20. You can quickly end any fight by crying.
21. Your friends won't think you're weird if you ask whether there's spinach in your teeth.
22. There are times when chocolate really Can solve all your problems.
23. You've never had a goatee.
24. You'll never regret piercing your ears.
25. You can fully assess a person just by looking at their shoes.
26. You know which glass was yours by the lipstick mark.
27. You get to hate Kathie Lee in the way only another woman truly can.
Letter to Tech Support:
Dear Tech Support:
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slowdown in the performance of the flower and jewelry applications that had operated flawlessly under the Boyfriend 5.0 system.
In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.9, and installed undesirable programs such as NFL 7.4, NBA 3.2 and NHL 4.1.
Conversation 8.0 also no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.
I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.
What can I do?
Signed,
DesperateThat's all for now! :P Hope you liked it.
The girl laughing her head off,
Ezann.
12.December.2009
I suppose this post is about my relationship with HianLee.
Now We're like this:

Maybe 5 years down we'll be like this:
Add another 15 years to that we might be like this:

And hopefully we'll be like this:

But as in all relationship and marriages, the worse that could happen is this:

The girl pondering about the future,
Ezann.
11. November. 2009
Simple and Sweet.
16 months of Tears shed.
16 months of Laughter heard.
16 months of Joy shared.
16 months of Anger released.
And...
16 months of Love endured.
Happy 16th Anniversary.
HianLee & Ezann. ♥♥
The girl,
Ezann.
9. December. 2009
Heartbroken today. I wonder how many people do actually drop by lately...
Hianlee just asked me to go kiss another guy... To me it feels as though he doesn't cherish me at all. Like he's not serious, and all those things he told me... They were all lies. Empty promises he can't keep. Perhaps then dying single wouldn't be all that bad, waiting for The One is just never going to happen.
Don't know why I even bother to put up with all his "I don't knows", don't know why I even bother to keep it going for 16 months. He just broke my heart, deeply, toughly and very painfully.
If you're reading this you know who you are I know what you're gonna say, I suppose you can save your effort in telling it to me again. Thanks Anyway. Don't get so worked up because of me, I'm not worth it.
The girl crying by that raining window,
Ezann.
8. December. 2009
Sorry about the skin, something went terribly wrong with it... I'm going to change it soon.
I've got this weird feeling today, like something is wrong... But I don't know what. I'm complicated. I know.
I feel that time is quickly fading away from me... Next year I'll be 16 and IGCSE kicks in. Somehow it feels like it was yesterday when I just started year 3...
Maybe in just another blink of an eye I'd already be 25... Weird isn't it... How fast times goes... And as my cousin has put it... Another year closer to death.
The girl praying by the alter,
Ezann.
5. December. 2009







