Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 10:59 PM
Whooo... 2009. -.-" what a great start.
Let's see what did do today... Nothing in the morning, met Ash in the evening. Hian Lee's results in 2 weeks he's probably freaking out by now and my subject combination will be out soon as well so I'm also freaking out. Well nothing to do tomorrow cept archery... Questions Flooded my brain on my way home... Stuffs like what's gonna happen later on this year, will stuff be all peaceful? Will everything be smooth sailing from here? So many questions, not so much time...
For the so many of you who reads my blog, you're either here for the I did nothing today or the deep thinking into love and life... For the I did nothings well... I DID do something today so... Nothing for you. As for those who come for my wise advice... Well... not much either, it's rather a story of me & my beloved.
I've been thinking... Still trying to figure out why I love this stick man who's a head taller than me and kinda perverted half the time... How the hell did I, Ezann Kuek Zi Hui, fall in love with this guy... I still can't get my answer after so long. It's a feeling that attracts me to him, and it's that same feeling which made me so madly in love with him. I love everything about this guy and...probably never will get sick of him... I do know after so many experiences that being in a relationship isn't about the face, it isn't about how people look at you... It's about giving and receiving, it's about the chemistry two people share, it's about that mutual feeling both party have for each other, one must understand that being in a relationship isn't just about YOU anymore... It's about your other half as well. A relationship will never work if you're selfish, for as they say: "It takes 2 to tango." I'm still trying not to put myself at the center of everything, still trying to learn how to look out for others, especially the ones I love, Especially Hian Lee. No matter how sick and perverted this guy is, he's always a jewel in everyone's eye. The precious gem stone, the Gold Bar, the million dollar prize money, and to me... He's more than that, he's my everything because I've more or less given my entire heart to him... Those fragmented glass pieces glued back to become what it is today... Shattered time and again... He's helping me stick back the pieces of my broken glass heart and I just hope that he won't drop it... I've been through Thick & Thin with this guy... Everyone seemed to be against us of being together... He's Romeo & I'm Juliet... He's Prince Charming & I'm the poor maid working for a rich family. We were never meant to be. It's really... Us against the world. Perfect match says many, but will they work out asks more... Still hand in hand after almost 6 months, will always be for many years to come.
Many have once asked me, how the hell do you do it Ezann? How the hell did you go through all those shit and still say I love you? And I told them... Trust in GOD, Faith in Him & Well... Hope for the best. Even though sometimes the best never really came but I just kept telling myself, it'll work out somehow... For GOD would ALWAYS make a way... Just... Trust him to. Life's a roller coaster ride, there's always UPs & DOWNs. Just Trust in GOD & have faith in Him. I'm marveled that I survived all that shit with Hian Lee, I still don't know how I did it, but I just did. Love makes one do lots of crazy stuff and some would say only fools fall in love, and I guess I'm one of them.
For now, just enjoy this beautiful piece of Music by Joe Hisashi.
Howl's Moving Castle Theme - Joe Hisashi
Best of luck to all current relationships. Well wishes to singles.
"I've finally found someone I want to protect... And that someone is YOU." - Howls
With Love,
Ezann.
6. January. 2009
