Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 9:17 PM
Sighs.. Sometimes. I really think I'm not good enough for you.
1st day back in school. Boys in my class no improvement, still the same jackasses. Loved school cause he was always there. His face makes me smile unknowingly. Every time he seems sad or moody it pulls my mood down too... I really can't stand him being sad, makes my heart aches... And just found out his topped his level for bio prelims, which is good. I miss your smiles baby. I miss "the face" you always give. But, just sometimes I like to doubt myself... Just sometimes... I really feel I'm not up to your mark. Gah. I don't know why. No guy ever made me felt this way... Maybe cause you're special. Maybe cause you're the only person right now that can make my heart skip a beat every time I see you. Maybe cause, every time I think of losing you I'd cry. You're the one I love... I simply don't wanna lose you... You make me wanna change me for the better just for you. I can't bear to see you with another girl because I'd be jealous... Maybe it's just love that's making me feel this way. Makes me really think... Is love really flawless? Baby, I love you. I promise I won't leave you. Always by your side. Forever yours. Ezann... Misses you.
8. September. 2008
