Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 9:11 PM
The attention seeking me.
I don't know I should apologize to him, shouldn't I? I mean sometimes, when I feel upset or down, I just like to dress like a totally slut and show people what I've got. I just need attention to make me feel better, being alone will just make me think of death and shit like that. And yes, I'm dressing like a total slut right now because I am upset and hurt. I came back from dinner after "seducing" other men with my looks, and got a few women jealous. But I don't really care right now... I need alcohol, Ice cream & a beach to scream my fucking aching heart out... Fuck it. Just fuck it.3. October. 2008
