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Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 8:20 PM
Love?
Hello my faithful readers.

Today was not that bad, Archery was as again a blast I had no idea how much I missed Angie & Gordon until I met them today... For the many of you who come for the I did nothings I'm sorry but I did do something today, as for the many more who came for my deep thinking then well, it's your lucky day, hahaha...

I've just been thinking, about myself, about how people perceive me to be. Some of you might think I'm different, more mature than the average 14 year old, some might think that I'm a total bitch for whatever the reason that I might have offended you, that I apologize, many might think that I'm cute as most of you might say, and maybe lots more might think I'm just average looking or even ugly. This is really, about myself, how I perceive myself, how I think about myself as honestly as possible...

I perceive myself to be a very aggressive person, once I bite I won't let go, but of course once I cool down it's really a different story. I am also a very self centered person, I like to think about myself, like to praise myself, hates to lose, always wanting perfection, thus the blog's name: "Perfection Is Everything." I also regard myself to be the so called opposition party, the more you think I can't do it the more I want to prove to you that I CAN do it, then rub my success in your face, I like to be the winner of everything my pride is my greatest weakness, if I claim 2nd no one else can claim first, though I am still quite open toward criticisms, I believe it can only make me a better person. Flaws aside I can be a very nice person. I'm honest, generous, gracious, soft-hearted, Animal loving, respectful (This only applies if you respect me as well), Understanding, always a listening ear, thoughtful, loving and I'm also a person who gives good relationship advice. xD Now don't get me wrong I'm no love guru, I'm just giving my thoughts on certain relationships.

Love is a mystical thing, just like GOD, always there but never visible. I believe I'm mention this before in one of my previous post, Up till now I still can't comprehend what love is. All I know is, love is about sacrifice, both must give in order to receive. Love can make you feel like you're in heaven but it can also hurt like hell. Learn to accept one's flaws is learning to love. I'm not just talking about romantic relationships, I'm also referring to friendship and family love...

I shall stop boring you out with my long annoying thoughts and leave you to go back to doing whatever you were doing before reading this. Enjoy this classical piece by once again Joe Hisashi.

It's love isn't it - Joe Hisashi



"Learning to love someone is learning to accept one's flaws, we love GOD it's simply because he's flawless, we find it hard to love man simply because we find it hard to accept another's flaws." - Unknown

Best Wishes,
Ezann

7. January. 2009

2 days more till our half year anniversary. (: I love you Hian Lee.