Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 11:43 PM
Sometimes you wonder...
Hey.Heartbroken today. I wonder how many people do actually drop by lately...
Hianlee just asked me to go kiss another guy... To me it feels as though he doesn't cherish me at all. Like he's not serious, and all those things he told me... They were all lies. Empty promises he can't keep. Perhaps then dying single wouldn't be all that bad, waiting for The One is just never going to happen.
Don't know why I even bother to put up with all his "I don't knows", don't know why I even bother to keep it going for 16 months. He just broke my heart, deeply, toughly and very painfully.
If you're reading this you know who you are I know what you're gonna say, I suppose you can save your effort in telling it to me again. Thanks Anyway. Don't get so worked up because of me, I'm not worth it.
The girl crying by that raining window,
Ezann.
8. December. 2009
