Saturday, July 3, 2010 @ 11:44 PM
A wall.
I feel as though I've built a shell or rather a wall between myself and the people that exists around me. Like putting myself in this Giant Glass bottle, trapping myself. I don't know why or when have I started building it, it just happened. I know I have this air of arrogance around me, I've tried many times to remove it or even just to smile more often and have a nice aura around me but I can't, I feel vulnerable. I feel as though things would be taken away from me I were to tear down that wall, there's a fear living within me. The fear of being hurt so badly again. I'm afraid. And nobody's here to hear my fears, no one's going to protect Dear Ezann. No one.
The glass bottle girl,
Ezann.
3. July. 2010.