Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 9:22 PM
I really wonder why.
He's leaving tomorrow, already starting to freaking miss him. He's packed and ready to go... You really wonder whether this guy here right in front of your screen would miss you, after all he's going to a place with sand, sun, beach and babes... =_= and I'm stuck in small little Singapore... I need to go to Japan! SHOPPING! CUTE GUYS! And of course my beloved Hoshiko (my only dog left in Japan.) 17 days to Japan. 11 days to Christmas and 18 days to a new year. I'm praying that my new year will be great next year, for my studies and for my love life. Just praying that GOD will bless us with eternal love... I can't imagine a day without him... And now I'm gonna have to survive 3 weeks without him. We've survived 8 days, now 3 weeks... This is seriously the ultimate test of TIME & LOVE.When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
My Favorite Photo of Us together:

This is going to be the only thing that would be keeping me alive till he comes back. Hian Lee, Ezann misses you even before your flight takes off, I love you.
14. December. 2008







