Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 9:16 PM
Washing it off.
Right, my dear Ex-Friend... I'm not sure if you're reading this... But if you are I'll make this VERY FUCKING CLEAR TO YOU. I'm over it. I've released all that bottled up pain in my heart, so yeah, continue hating me for all I fucking care. Cause you know I won't give a shit anymore, and just an advise for you, I'm doing this for Hian Lee's sake... If you don't wanna get hurt, stop fucking hating people... Hate's not going help you, so just remove that from your life... I know I sound harsh now, but think about it... Aren't your words just as harsh? ;) And yes, I can tell you that this is a ruined friendship. And I'm not giving a fucking shit about it. It's not worth ruining my relationship with Hian Lee... It's just not worth it. I'm standing strong, it's time you do that too... And I just realised, crying, cutting yourself, attempting suicide is just another way of us humans trying to get pity. So fuck it. I don't need no pity. Keep them. Save your sorry. I'm not giving a shit. You're Forgiven, so move on. Time's not stopping for you. (: It's not stopping for me, Hian lee, Ash, Nemo, Sam or Whoever. Move on. Life's too fucking short to stop and stare. I've wasted time for the past months crying myself to sleep every fucking night, and now I've got to make up for that. I won't lag behind. I won't. So I'm getting out of your life, so you better get out of mine too. And let this be a warning for you: If your insults continue I swear I will NOT sit back and do nothing about it. And this time, neither Ash, Nemo, Hian Lee or Sam can save your butt. ;) It's Ezann's Wrath.Best Regards,
Ezann
P.S. I would like to tell you this myself, but for Ash, Nemo & Hian lee's sake I will not. My Words are harsh today so forgive me.
Happy 3rd month! (including august)
9. October. 2008
