Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 5:25 PM
Yup. It's L.O.V.E
L.O.V.E. It's a very special thing, if you've found the right person. You sorta feel like spending the rest of your life with him/her. (: It's life. God has made a pair for each and everyone of us. I think I've found mine. Somehow... Just somehow... No matter how pissed I am at her or at anyone else... Just because of him, for his sake... I die down. I don't feel the need to be pissed at the other person... Cause you just don't wanna see him get hurt... He melts my heart... My ice cold heart. He made it warm and he slowly drained out my pain, no matter what he does or do he'll always think of me. It's love. It's really love. (: Ask yourself these few questions before you decide to take a step into relationship. Do you think of that person day in, day out? Are you willing to die for him/her? Are you willing to put down all hate and enmities just for the sake of that person, just because you don't wanna see him/her hurt? Does it feel like someone just stabbed you in the heart everytime you see him/her cry or get hurt? Do you feel jealous when someone else talk to your special someone? If all of the above are yes, then go ahead... Take that step. But if either are a No, then no... That person is not your speical someone.Moving on...
I cried at chapel again today... Cause I really felt God's presence today. I prayed to him day in and day out to ask him to give me strength to walk on, to help make a way for me in this dense forest of pain, to help shelter me from this thunderstorm. And he answered it through this song: "God Will Make A Way". He also seemed to relate to my previous post about time... Sounds like he's reminding me that time will wait for no man, time will move on like it or not... He's telling me to move on... And that he'll make a way for me, he'll be my guide. (: I'm not losing faith Lord, I'm not. (: I'm sure you'll make a way for me & Hian lee to walk out of this storm together. You'll shelter us, and protect us... I know you will. Thank You Father. Thank You. (:
God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
By a roadway in the wilderness
You lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today
Coincidence I think not.
