feels like i'm walking in the rain
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 10:39 PM
I would do anything for you.
I snapped, I just snapped on my way back from Holland Village. I came back showered and I felt the need to take a dozen of pain killers to numb myself, I couldn't cry, I just sat there in front of my laptop thinking about death and all it's friends... Ash called talked me into my senses and it worked... Then I asked Hian Lee:

.::Izumi; 泉水::. The Bows Of Champions; Hoyt Nexus. Prince; Rule The Court. And so you said: "I love you". .::£zann::. says:
what would you do if i died?

hian lee says:
cry

hian lee says:
like hell

hian lee says:
probably never get married

.::Izumi; 泉水::. The Bows Of Champions; Hoyt Nexus. Prince; Rule The Court. And so you said: "I love you". .::£zann::. says:
oh dont deprive yourself of sex

hian lee says:
look

hian lee says:
i dont want you dead

hian lee says:
ok

.::Izumi; 泉水::. The Bows Of Champions; Hoyt Nexus. Prince; Rule The Court. And so you said: "I love you". .::£zann::. says:
i'm not replacable am i?

hian lee says:
no

.::Izumi; 泉水::. The Bows Of Champions; Hoyt Nexus. Prince; Rule The Court. And so you said: "I love you". .::£zann::. says:
you're depriving yourself of sex for me?

hian lee says:
i would do

hian lee says:
anything for you

And that just cut it. It moved me to tears, he's giving up everything that is important to a man for me. He would do anything for me... Life just wouldn't be the same without Hian Lee... Leaving this wonderful planet is simply not worth it. Hian Lee I love you, Please don't leave me...

I just realized at 11 17 PM that there are people who cares and still love me for who I am, because so far... I've received 2 calls and probably 101 text messages to tell me not to do anything stupid...

25. November. 2008