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Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 11:24 PM
it's been almost 14 years..
It's been almost 14 years since I stepped into this planet. For the first 13 years I never really knew what pain meant, sure my past was kinda tragic... But, it's nothing compared to what I've been though now...

2008 has been a whirlwind of adventures and a whole lot of pain, but I can't ignore the fact that there are good and wonderful things that happened as well. (: Although I lost my 'popularity' I soon found new friends and I believe this time true friends to replace them and that includes my beloved boyfriend. Hahaha! But finding my boyfriend wasn't easy, but it sure brought in a whole new definition to betrayal, hate and pain. I got into a really really deep shit hole but, my friends never left me. People still cared and loved me, they were always there... By my side listening to me cry, comforting me giving me advice and stuff like that. So this post is dedicated to my boyfriend of course and my good friends who ALWAYS have been there for me NEVER ever doubting me...

Great BIG thanks to:

Hian Lee (my beloved boyfriend), Sammy, Ash (You really really deserved a big hug and a nice present from me), Nemo, Jun Xian, Maxine, Junlin, Mei Chen, Li Hui, Brendon, Helena, Nicola, Adi, Rishi, Kat, Demon, Marcus (not eng), Cleo, Bryan (yes that Bryan my ex), Debra, Amber, Shawn, Wilma, Josh Poh, Josh Wong (always been there even though I called you gay), Caleb, Kenneth, Rachel Chan and well just so many more I just can't really remember! I owe you guys so so much! I think I can't ever repay you! You made my 2008 a wonderful experience! And I hope to bring you into 2009. And of course I have to thank this very 'special' someone... Clarice. I'd like to thank you for making me stronger, for allowing me to see that everyone is different and that everyone has their own thoughts on one same issue. So yes, thank you. I'm not mocking you, just thanking you, for as they say: ''What does not kill you only makes you stronger." Once again thanks people for making 2008 so wonderful.

14. November. 2008