Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
Day One Without Him
15. December. 2008 Today is day one without Hian Lee. 23 days to go... I'm gonna die. My Boyfriend is half way round the world and Ezann... Ezann is stuck at home watch absolute Boyfriend again. I can't wait to go to Japan, at least it takes my mind off him. Sighs. I miss Hian Lee. ): Let me tell you what I did today...Woke up by Hian Lee's text at 6 30.
Text him till around 7 30, 8.
Next showered.
Then went out.
Came back slept
Watch TV
Slept again.
And for the whole time my brain had nothing in it but HIAN LEE. Prince Kwa I hate you!!!!! YOU BETTER COME HOME SAFE AND SOUND YOU HEAR ME?! YOU GET ME?! I'll see in Japan I hope, I love you. I'm getting wasted watching online dramas... Someone save me. My life's going back to square one... Getting wasted on TV, Computer & Sleep. Sighs. Maybe I'll go call SPCA if they want me or go back to help my child care center. Sighs. Life sucks without a boyfriend by your side. Love the way he tells me he loves me wahahahahaha! xDDD I need photo frames for my photos from the bird park though the colour seem to be fading... Sighs, I miss you.
I Miss You - Blink 182
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]
(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

Our photo together on our first date. (:
15. December. 2008