Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
Do you know what it's like to be me?
Hey.Here I am again being so frustrated about some things that are happening or going on now.... Sometime I feel like asking those idiots out there if they knew what it's like to be me... How would they feel, or what would they do if they had to walk a mile in my shoes. You think life is so easy for me, you think my bf is so awesome you think my life is so wonderful, well I'm telling you it's not...
On to another topic...
Sometimes I feel that I don't give my dad enough credit for the things he does for me, I love him. I really do... I really want to thank him, but I don't know how to put it through... I really don't know how to...
On another note...
Sometimes I feel that I'm standing alone in this world, even though I have people like HianLee & Jun Xian and etc. I somehow still feel that I'm facing this world alone... Somehow I'm still standing alone in this cold harsh world. I feel like I'm standing in a bottle and people can see me but they can't hear me... It's like they see me cry but they don't understand why I am crying, or when I try to explain they don't hear me... I feel like I'm trapped in a glass bottle and unable to get out no matter how hard I try...
Sometimes I feel like He's gotta listen to this song by Britney Spears.
Walk a mile in my Shoes - Britney Spears
[Justin:]
Do you know what it's like?
C'mon, C'mon
[Britney:]
Baby Tell me
Do I...
Look like the kinda girl
That you wanna take me home
Wanna make me your own
Do you even know what I like
Just what I'm living for,
What I adore
Baby, take the time to realize I'm
not the kind to sacrifice
The way I am
So if you wanna be my man (baby)
[Britney & Justin:]
Walk a mile in my shoes
Do me right or I'm through
Can't you see that
If you wanna stay around (I’m telling you)
You’ve got to figure me out
Take your time or you lose
This is my game, my rules
And I can see, obviously,
Baby You don't know
What It's like to be me
[Justin:]
Do you know what its like?
Do you know what its like?
[Britney:]
Don't you get it twisted boy
I want you too
But you got my heart to win
Before I let you in
And this deceives you baby
I'm not the average lady
I need someone to love
Baby, take the time to realize I'm
not the kind to sacrifice
The way I am
So if you wanna be my man (baby)
Walk a mile in my shoes
Do me right or I'm through
Can't you see that
If you wanna stay around (I’m tellin you)
You’ve got to figure me out
Take your time or you lose
This is my game, my rules
And I can see, obviously,
Baby You don't know
What It's like to be me
Baby, Get to know me
Then you can show me
that you love for me is true
I’ll give you everything
That a girl can give
Don't you wanna be my man?
Walk a mile in my shoes
Do me right or I'm through
Can't you see that
If you wanna stay around (I’m telling you)
You’ve got to figure me out (You’ve got to figure me out baby)
Take your time or you lose
This is my game, my rules (This is my game)
And I can see, obviously,
Baby you don't know
What It's like
(No No You Don’t)
(Breakdown)
Walk a mile in my shoes
Do me right or I'm through (This is my game baby)
Can't you see that
If you wanna stay around
You’ve got to figure me out (You’ve got to figure me out)
Take your time or you lose
This is my game, my rules
And I can see, obviously,
Baby You don't know
What It's like (to be me)
Sometimes it's like you don't really understand me... What can I do? I still love you anyway.
I love you HianLee.
God,
Please continue to see me through and give me strength. I love you. Thank You Father Lord.
Amen.
The Girl by that lake,
Ezann.
3. September. 2009
