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Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
Damn bored.
Let's see... I went for Archery & Tennis today. Archery won 10 bucks! Tennis Lin was late as usual.

Talked to Frankie about YOG today, and gave some kinda inspiring speech lols. He said: "We're only confined by the things we set up ourselves." I find that kinda true... Hahahaha. Lols. Well, if I do get picked I might have to come back at around 10 or 11 everyday... So yeah... Well I'm just walking towards a dream that I really want to fulfill... Sighs. Well I'm on the phone with Lin now, talking about JK now. He picked up smoking. So yeah trying to make him stop, don't want to see him burn his life away with a few packs of cigar... I don't know what's wrong with him, is he still crushing on me and is pissed that I hugged Lin instead of him or did he get rejected by another girl? O__O" Kinda, confused... Lols. I don't know, I just don't want to see some one's life getting burned away... :\

That aside... Lin's band is making a new album. Well all the best. :D Hian Lee is so sweet. :P Well for now this is what my blog is about. This time our relationship has lasted, we walked through the storm and came out hand in hand, we braved the hurricanes and managed to walk out alive. I'm proud of our relationship. Proud that things did work out, first 6 months of our relationship has really been a torture but it's like adding glue to this relationship, now no matter what is being thrown at us I know that he'll never leave me. I mean come on, 6 months of continuous glue adding we're stuck together like I don't know what. Our hearts are locked forever and our love will never die. In just about 2 or 3 hours more it's the mark of our new beginning. Our 7th anniversary. I know after 6 months of craziness that be it rain or shine he'll always be there for me. Indeed behind every dark cloud there'll always be a silver lining. We've braved the storm and now the next big storm I see is university. Though I'm sure the both of us will try and make it into Imperial. I don't need HL math for Medience at Imperial so lucky me. Then after that we have a decision to make: To come back or to stay in London. Well that's still 15 years away we'll take a look when the time is closer. Hian Lee really wants to stay in London and as far as I know him he's REALLY stubborn just like me... So... yeah... Maybe he'll change his mind :P Or maybe my mother will change her mind... Well, still young better concentrate on IGCSE first then IB then come and think about what to tell mummie when I move to London...

For now this is my really boring post... Hello Lincoln, tell JK to stop smoking please hurts me to know that someone I care about smokes. :\

This song's for Hian Lee:

Truly, Madly, Deeply - Savage Garden




I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
Chorus

"Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right." ~Henry Ford

With Love,
Ezann

8. February. 2009