Monday, February 2, 2009 @ 9:48 PM
More or less.
I met up with Lincoln today, pretty cool dude. He agreed to help me out with my service project how nice of him. Well, I talked to him about my issues in school and he kinda told me if he was put in the same position he'd stand up for me. I was really quite touched by that. (: He really does have a good voice. Good tennis player too. Hahaha. Weird world we live in. My fuse is shortening day by day. I don't know how to continue this anymore. Maybe as someone once told me, you lose one you gain one, and I suppose losing this person is in turning giving me someone a hundred million times better than him/her. So suck that fact.When you look at me what do you see? A bitch? A slut? A nice girl or maybe even a devil's child? What do you really see? I know what I see when I look in the mirror but it's not for you to know. When You look at me, do you feel guilt or do you feel happy?
Lincoln told me that if someone really loves you he'll have your best interest at heart, I do somehow agree with that statement, but I suppose everyone has their own way of expressing love. I look at Hian Lee then I look at Lincoln, then I ask myself can I compare them? And after a long while I realised I can't, both are people I love & I cherish and both are the people I care about. There's no comparison. So now I ask you my dear, do YOU have any FRIENDS that would listen to you cry and laugh? That would catch your fall? Do you have friendS my dear friendS. I know I do. I know I have friendS who would catch and soften my fall, I have friendS that would go through thick and thin with me, so don't vent your anger on me just because you don't have friendS who would do that for you. You sadist. Go pick on someone with your own mindset. Go. (: Your presence is not welcomed. So fuck off.
2. February. 2009
